Monday, December 31, 2012
The Long Road To A New Year
Distance and time have all sorts of mathematical equations surrounding them. I like to believe that they can be extrapolated and ripped away from their fixed points and viewed separately as experiences While distance can be a "long and winding road" it is also a journey. Time can also be a countdown clock or a fixed moment. 2012 will remain a difficult collection of those experiences.
The year started with my grandfather's passing. Weird to think about it now. I still have a lot of work to do editing some interviews that I conducted with him. One can say that time caught up or that we ran out of time with him. What I do know is that he remains in my thoughts each day.
I ended and started new projects. It isn't really easy to know when the road should end. Think about the above picture. If you were just laying down asphalt, where would you decide to put a fork in the road? Where would you stop? Projects can be hard to judge like that. I thought the road would be quite a bit longer for the new news site but I'm happy that I learned my lessons early. What lessons? One big one, really. "Are people really ready for facts?"
We also saw the passing of my sister-in-law. Time and distance. We had an idea that an end was coming but didn't know how far out it was. All we know is that it was too soon. We did a lot in her name (raising money for breast cancer... even have some bracelets left over) and spend quality time before her passing. At one point I thought that our love and support for her husband and step-son were important but who would have thought that we'd be the ones supported when around them?
At the end of the year several of us came down with the flu. (Ok, most of both sides of the family.) Time does heal all, doesn't it? While we support one that is sick until health, another gets sick and we rally behind them until better and then another one goes down... and today I'm better. House is full of healthy people again. Just not mentally. B) So much emotional distance traveled this year and now it's definitely time to move on to a new beginning.